Food is Life

Well, isn’t obvious, I love food! Ever since I got sick & every time my steroids is increased so is my appetite. And I can’t do anything but to follow my stomach. hehehe🤣… But I attempted to control it many time I failed. I always look forward every morning, it seems that my purpose for living is just food.

You know it’s hard your sick & can’t even eat. I wished that I’m sick with food but than God I’m not. And continue to bless me with a very patient mother who always prepare my food. Thank you you tube for the recipes! 😉

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’m not one of the Boys

 

 

I’ve surrounded by boys since I was a kid. So I can definitely say that I’m one of the boys. From my cousins who are majority are boys or male. I remembered that I’m super close with my father plus I have 2 brothers. When I was a kid me & my mom will have this petty fight over wearing a dress or pants, coz I always choose pants. What can I do I’m more comfortable with pants .. hehehe. I guess I’m just more comfortable with boys. When I was a kid my father is so amused by my being a boyish little girl, see my father thought I was a boy but when my mom gave birth to a bouncy little girl, to my father’s surprise….

I even remember way back in college. I really consider myself as one of the boys, see coming from  an all girl’s high-school, made me awkward towards the opposite sex then in college I suddenly adjusted from an exclusive school for girls to a co-ed University. When boys start to talk to me I blush even the third sex. But my 3rd year in college, I changed, I became more open to  the opposite sex. I had “boy friends”. I didn’t expect it it sort of happened. And they are my friends up until now. Tried and tested my friends for Life. I admire the way they treat females, without malice, I’m so blessed that all of my friends have high respect for the ladies. They were at my side when I was 50/50 at the hospital. I’m so grateful to each and everyone of my friends. Most of them are already happily married. I’m so proud of you, you will make every future daughter of yours proud! 😍

 

 

 

 

Why I always look forward my birthday

Ever since I had my 3rd life, I’ve learned to treasure my birthday for 4 years now. I always look forward every birthday but it came to a point where I refuse to live any longer, because of lost hope. I don’t see the point of living or my purpose because of my suffering back then.  But now that I’m passed the acceptance stage, I can’t be more grateful with my life, see I understood my purpose for living for my family of course. I’m just so blessed with super understanding family even when I’m pain in their behinds 😓.

My birthday is on July 22, I’m now 33 years old. Blessed to be 33. Some might say a year older (sigh ) but for me it’s another year to be a blessing to others and a another chance to improve. So I’m thanking my family-their my constant in my journey, friends and former office-mates for celebrating this with me. For celebrating not only my birthday but in celebration of LIFE 🤣 🙏. Because if you are going to think of it, I’ll be celebrating my 4th birthday since my stroke. What stroke can did in my life, I almost lost myself & thought of taking my own life along the process. But thanks to my faith it saved me 🙏.

My memorable birthdays this past 4 years. Thank you to all who took part of this special occasion of my life.