This is called a tracheotomy or a tracheostomy is an opening surgically created through the neck into the trachea (windpipe) to allow direct access to the breathing tube and is commonly done in an operating room under general anesthesia. A tube is usually placed through this opening to provide an airway and to remove secretions from the lungs. Breathing is done through the tracheostomy tube rather than through the nose and mouth. The term “tracheotomy” refers to the incision into the trachea (windpipe) that forms a temporary or permanent opening, which is called a “tracheostomy,” however; the terms are sometimes used interchangeably. (http://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/tacheostomy/about/what.html)
It’s placed to my neck so I can breath properly. Though it has good intentions the kind of sufferings I had to endure like relying to this tube for breathing. It’s also very hard for me as in. When I had my brother clean it hurts sometime. And when it comes to practicing trying to breath on my own it’s so hard. Like I’m going to run out of air. There are times when I feel like I’m going to loose hope for trying. Several times I question myself why this is happening to me. I feel like I will never survive it. I can not even talk, so many tears were cried. I was so frustrated and I said enough of this suffering! I don.t want to feel this again.
Until one day the Lord finally answered my prayers. Not tong ago … my o.t. (occupational therapist) was trying to practice my speech then we were surprised by the voice that came out. There were tears of joy in his eyes. I can’t believe that after all the sufferings and hard work it finally paid off. And soon it will be removed. They say that sufferings are temporary. It teaches us to be strong.